Thursday, 29 July 2010, 11:56 pm
they just don't uds the transition i going through and things i am doing...
Wednesday, 28 July 2010, 9:53 am
sigh :(
u noe if a poly student can enter a uni..
is either he/she is those gold medalist...those super book prize winner... those scholar king...super smart one.. they got no problem in a competitive environment ...
or
those border-line survivor which is like me who barely manage to squeeze in... i am those struggling to survive one ....
L-O-S-T
hate it
weak
Monday, 19 July 2010, 12:17 am
what i appears to be doing
can be totally different from what is going through my mind.
ppl just don't know because they aren't me
they just see the surface not deep inside
its chaos deep inside
self-deceive can make one strong but not long
it take a life time to build a wall of happiness but sec to break it from within
Saturday, 17 July 2010, 11:58 pm
my new blog song : Breathless
hear this song everytime when doing warm-up
And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made
what have i been busying recently?
Rag,dance,float!
lol yes! i been doing all these with a group of amazing people :D
doing float .... dancing.... eating.. :X most weekday like spent more then 8hrs in sch!?
float float time!
this is the group of us ! haha but not full house yet! so funny yingmin help me tagging she say tag till FB max! :X
love this pic! :X so funny haha
still got alot funny pic we take everytime we end our practice in my FB ! haha
my small camp grp :D
some not here ! lol yes thats always the case... everytime got ppl left early if not never come one tsk tsk tsk ... lols
sometime after practise we are tired but we just chill at the foyer
people will sing song play music
a very relaxing feeling :D
next week going to be Orientation week!
meeting NEW people... but i see my O week grp LOL half is from Rag!
and next week going to stay in school for 2 nights! :X
haha yes! after orientation straight away go studio do float and most importantly PRACTICE DANCE STEP! etc :/
jiayou jiayou jiayou!
its is going to be a action pack week!
Saturday, 10 July 2010, 10:05 pm
i feel really need someone by my side.. somehow .... i dunoe....
give me a smile and tell me this world is not so rotten yet.
someone.anyone.you.
Busy saturaday!~!
started the day with PICKING RUBBHISH at ECP lols
its actually evon's company event but we joined!
free goodie! bananas :/ hhaha
see how much rubbish we collected! :X
lol k lah~ not all we collect de lalala we were like the last to come back so hardworking lor :x
it ends around 10+
and we got free coach back to cityhall!
after that they went for BREAKFAST! :X
while i go back school for TALKS by our senior giving us tips... lol
Stress stress :X so many things to note.. haha nvm :/
everything will fall into pieces eventually :)
Next highlight of the day is PRAWNING! lol
both Issac and Ty DROVE!
so they drive the group of us to Bishan to PRAWN!
we had tag-team prawning! lol
the group of us~
i got to catch a prawn b4 anyone else! but lol is not i notice one!
is she suddenly shout dunoe what then i PULL! then yes! we got a PRAWN! LOL
and hor!! see below! best catch of the day!
he caught a COOKED PRAWN! LOL we were all laughing lor! :x
after prawning for sometime! we gave all our prawns to others! :X
and
gave suyun a little surprise!
yes the bday girl!
:D
happy bday! LOL
the small group of us with alot ppl missing! lol
lalala
at night~ got few place i can go..
but i choose to stay at home for a reason
some ppl find it funny but i don't tink its funny :)
Friday, 9 July 2010, 10:56 am
yea!
upgrade upgrade!
upsize for their bed head! taller now!
new storage for mE!
hmm~ see when i free go buy something like a curtain cover the big hole :/
Thursday, 8 July 2010, 12:11 am
when i went for dinner today with caiyu and evon... this is what i saw and feel so OLD!
saw the WORD YOUTH!
only 13-21 years old is CONSIDER YOUTH!
SO SAD!
argh...!
Wednesday, 7 July 2010, 11:39 pm
woah! today after practicing the whole dance for scene 1...
the rest of the scene 1 ppl go practise the part when Ginger breadman come into stage! oh YA! the girl in white amy! is going to be our ginger Breadgirl! she's cute and funny lah!...
while they were doing that... suddenly i was ask to tried out cheerleading -.-.. intially i was like huh~!! cant i do others! :X
but
its really awesome after trying it out
cheerleading is really everything about trust!!
the flyer and the the base really have to trust each other alot!
oh ya! flyer are those girls who will be siting,standing and flying around~
base is us supporting them!
me being a base have to trust that the flyer will keep herself still and film and the flyer really have to put 100% trust on me that i wont let her fall down then we can really do all stun together!
haha~ although i only learn 3 stun today and tried with a few flyers! its really fun! those girls really so brave sia~! dare to just stand up so HIGH on my shoulder and let me turn and move around.. lol.. if they don't trust me and i just fall down omg.. tats it.. man.. and seriously! none of us are trained.. and its all our first time trying :x
( but some girl actually teared bcoz of one of the advance stun..tink really coz of height ba?)
and hor although u see those cheerleading girls always small size right :X but actually if a girl is got abit height and light.. its much easier :X lol
hehe looking forward to friday to learn more awesome move!! :D
anyway~
haha after dance practise today actually all raggers wanna go have dinner together! :X but bcoz my LACOMia! was so united that we decide to go have dinner ourselves in a small group HAHA! but only afew of us! alot didnt come lor~
so only me,grace,suyun and jiayi go vivo have dinner! and yuan kai join us! lol
LOL! the rest still camera-shy? :X only me and grace LOL
we have a first impression talk of each other :x and its funny... haaa...
the WEATHER THIS FEW DAY IS really SO~~~ HOT!!
and my hair is really irritating me~~
so i just tell stanley i wanna cut away my fringe cut shorT! COOLING!
Saturday, 3 July 2010, 12:38 am
dance practise today was FREAKING TIRED!
2 hours of warm up!! LOL ! it seriously loosen up all my joint~~ lol
yingmin is really a cool dancer! specialize in tap and jazz... so cool to have her as our OGL haha..
yes -.- i was given a role in scene one! candy dance.. LOl
oh ya the rag and dance theme is - candy land!
its actually a board game! with ginger man...candys and licorice
lol yes ... i will dance as a candy -.-
saw their costumes design! was really cute... lols..
hmmm can i really make it? cos i keep forgetting the dance step actually -.-
after the dance practice .. lol...
our OG went to marina square and meet others to have dinner together!
didnt have chance take a real grp photo! this are the early birds LOL rest all LATE :X
LOL i dunoe WHY but they just suddenly start doing this :X sarah was saying she got abit muscle LOL~
our first outing lol
after actually wanna find a place sit down chill and watch soccer but out group too big -.-
then lol so go play pool..yea! we need 2 table.. BUT we still got alot ppl cant get to play cos too many ppl :x we got like 17 ppl!? ...
actually i was not trying to take a photo of sarah -.- but she always so sensitive and just smile to my camera -___-! i was trying to snap a photo of CINDY at the back! see what shes doing!! she actually trying to tune the TV so they can watch soccer.. OMG! she totally buay paiseh one leh LOL~yes she crazy sometime.. everyone agree LOL
this is Sengkee (jiayi) and sarah the blur :x
lol i feel abit bad always bully them actually
LOL~!
but i was really tired :x and since sarah wanna leave early i just leave early with her and kai first LOL! oh ya! the sengkee also left with us early.. lols..
Friday, 2 July 2010, 12:11 am
comfort zone
everyone of us have our own comfort zone but how many of us are willing to get out of our comfort zone ... ?
its fear that is controlling everyone
