yA..

this morning....

i went for "it" and noe the result le..

its just like what i expected.. so didnt feel sad or happy.. no feeling..


then after that went back to work

and i am back to xiaode again =)

after work, i super feel like watching movie 1... but cant find anyone..

then nvm wanna watch alone at Gv.. but GV dun hav i wan watch de movie..

hais... so sian.. i slowly drag my leg to walk home..

then end up i took more then 30min to reach my house...


and ARGGHH!! -.- I SUPER ANGRY at night!..

aND I DunOE I ANGRY FOR WHAT.. its none of my business anyway

@#$!@#@$

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today... ar....

so lonely alone take mrt to work =]

ya... tml i also half day...

took half day go settle that "case" . . .

hais . ..

anyway! at least after tml i can feel more relax... no matter how bad it is.. at least it will be over . .

and

today was waitin for vicki to go hme

then i go gym play =/





haha

this morning went sch to try do finish ppt, then mr soo CALL CT SAY he injure cant go dw sch

so call us put our report inside the pigeon hole jiu hao le..


hais .. seem something that make my mood very moodless! hais~=(

but anyway.. cannot blame him also cannot blame them.. only can blame my stupidity lor

but still i feel its so unfAIR!! ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn it -.-

anywya report submit and anyhow finish le now!!

I UNOFFICALLY GRADUATE jor~~ left only ppT .. hhaha

hais~


so TireD today lor!!....

went back to work..

done some handing over bla bla bla bla

then after work

meet evon to do report for IAP.. hais.. i super no mood to do report lor...

stupid report ARGGH!!!

hais idiot lor.... =( still got ppt... hais... HENG MEI YOU XING QING !

哈哈

today i try my silver color wax!! but so sad!! only chengyan found out! =(((


today afTer Work we went to celebrate Amelia's de bday!! lets the picture do the talking ba, i am tired le.

hais

work nowadays is getting hais... realli is hais + hais + hais.. + KAN! ...

after work Bunni came down lavender

then we decide to go cut hair

but only she cutting ...

yea Dont have her photo cos she dun like take photo ...

she change a new hairstyle? but not much diff... nvm nxt time we go find stanley, i make sure he make a big different to yr current hairstyle.. lets wait for a few more months first ba u idiot =/ .. .

and WOW..

i first time eat in a hawker centre with this bunni...




hais

sians
sians
sians

hao fan ar... hais

星期五。。

我要休息！！！ 嗨。。。每天做工。。哪有时间 do report ...

tOday aFter wOrk Jiamin came down to Lavender then we took cab together to go to this foodfair ? ? but end up its a small one


the fOOdfair is this cafe :S hmmm specialist in brownie i think but i sEE ICE-CREAM!!

So wE Brought ONe ICe CREAM AND WEnt to MAd JAck CAfe to EAT!! haha ICE CREAM!! ROAR~~ i wan more =/

ItS rum with RAsin!! not Bad wor =PpPppPpP dont jealous haha but i still prefer GREEN tea ice cream! lol ..

my dinner! fish N chipS lol . . .

hmmm

have some talking sesson with jiamin

took bus 154 home...

wEnT past some familiar places.. .

so long nv take 154 le . ..

lol.

亦雯啊。。。。 我只想要天真一点。。。

偶尔骗一下自己。。日子会比较好过 =( .. . .

i should be happier ... but i am not happy..

i should feel happy for you.. but i dont feel so

i should be a friend of yours .. but i dont wanna be

i should accept the cruel reality but i hate to accept

i should reorganise my feeling for you but i didnt want to

i should tell you the truth... but you never understand and believe

i should move on ..but i just like to wait awhile more hoping for changes

i dont know, actually... i am so jealous.. but actually i shouldnt be jealous..

arggghhHhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jIALT jiALAt WHO CAN HELP ME WITH MY REPORT

sigh -.-

sians..

helpless =(

useless..

ROAR!

work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work work!!!

...

sorry...

i dont know i just wanna say sorry

mayb i am too selfish... bcoz i thought ur enjoying...

and i didnt noe so much has happened to u . ..

its always too late when i know what happen...

u always tell me only when everything is settle...

i nv have the chance to help you...

i am always at fault...

i am just a fool infront of u.

SIgh...

sO BOring.. nO mOOD do report nO moOD play gAme

just wanna stare at the black space and freeze

idiot.

do you know that i dont wish you to wait for me because i am waiting for someone else.

awaits. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

this few day morning always so hot and afternoon big rain, the big rain is causing so many trouble.. .-.-!! dOts

arGghh!!

i am so Lazy!!!!!

i wanna do report! but i am so lazy... and i didnt touch again.

惨了！！！

saturaday meet mr soo and he say he want us finish up our PPT and report for OIAP AND IAP by 28th Jan.. meaning i only got two weeks to do ... hais

and i am so clueless..

who can help me?

sigh ..

god bless me..

sunday whole day rot at home watch THE SECRET...

law of attraction.. its interesting.. how we can actually control our life..

however not many people can control the law of attraction... if it is so easy to control. there wont be any sad people around

我相信。。。

等待是有回报的。。。

我并不是个很有耐性的人。。

但我并不讨厌等待。。

我喜欢在等待时忘记时间的感觉。。相信着对方一定会到的感觉

我更喜欢等到的感觉。。。。

等待也是痛苦的。。所以我一个人等就好了。。。

星期二

火锅！！～

今天放工后，　i meet adeline (evon de manager -.-) , zhiqiang and evon went bugis to eat steamboat, haha long time no eat steamboat le , thats why i keep on eat till very full :S

then after that i went down meet Jiamin near her house there

spent some time to talk, exchange thoughts... haha

she bake this cupcake and gave me, i eat le!! nOT bad not bad, she bake de wor,





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要三个月了吗？

你知道小熊还在守护着那瓶香水吗？？　那瓶你说你喜欢的香水。。kenzo。。。

i wanna send u a message

"@#$@##@ long time no chat dIe liao ar?"

but i hesitate...

and i dont know the reason for hesitating....

星期一 ，一月七日

毛毛雨。。。

今天工作挺轻松的。。

现在公司里的人偶尔都会很大声地叹气

他们都说都是小德的错。。 因为是我每次在那边大大声的叹气

所一他们才不知不觉的学会我大声的叹气

不知不觉。。。一下之就放工了。。

放了工后。。 不知道要去那里。。 反正就是不想回家。。。

所以我一个人去看 Alien Vs Predator 2 ， 哈哈。。。

the movie is not bad, but somehow in the early part i was tired and keep fall asleep, end up have to keep drink water to keep myself awake untill the climate then i never feel tired...


and i brought this topper , 酷吧？ 哈哈。。。

guess what i done over my weekend..?

i stayed at home and watch "full house" for the whole of saturaday and sunday...

and i was thinking of something...

and i think till i ownself think that i am so 幼稚 but thats me... and anyway i just give it a try.. afterall my idea is always good idea? 哈哈。。

anyway.. today jiamin say she like my life...

but hais... i hate my life.. it sucks.

我的生活嘛。。 说客别有不客别。。说平凡又不平凡。。就只是和别不一样罢了。。

但是每个人的生活都是不一样， 不是吗？。。 哈哈。。

可是往往。。我们就是嫉妒他人的生活。。而讨厌自己的生活。。

i am sick...


sick of this world.


This morning i was hit by a old uncle in mrt station bcoz me and evon stole his seat... sigh ..

Vicki : you okie? you look sick leh?
xiaode: Ya, i am sick...
xIaode: sick of this world..
Vicki: I wont ask you this kind of Q again..

LOL!.. but i look sick is really cos i am sick of this world le ma..


好无聊啊。。。近来看自己的房间真得很messy... 所以半夜睡不着时就不停的整理房间。。
到现在比较好了吧。。只是我觉得我的房间震得太小了。。。东西太多了。。

嗨。。但是我的心也很messy..却无法整理好。。。
好几次醒来时。。。都觉得很烦。。心里很闷....

today work is very normal.... 忙碌。。。

放工后。。与同学们在bugis相会来庆祝 Grace.K　的生日　＝）

听说她２００７的生日已经切了两个蛋糕。。。所以我就去买了creampuff　做我们为她买的生日蛋糕

。。

很多人每年都有蛋糕切。。而我２１　了，　只切过两个属于我的生日蛋糕而那是在２００６那年。。。。

好了，我不多说了！！ 看照片！！
Grace.K 的生日party at Swensen~!!!

the plan is yingjia and Kexin will bring Grace.K to swensen while we were already sitting there, then giv her a surprise =) but mission fail eh? nvm. she happi jiu haO =)









still got alot pictures but i lazy post le =)

回家的时候。。。我终于说出口了。。。。说了什么。。只有听到的人知道。。。。

但。。我并不是对“她”说。。。。

一月一日　２００８　

新的一年了。。。

有人说戏如人生，人生如戏。。但我觉得在戏里面　剧本已经写好了结局　每个人都有指定的个性和性格

但在真真的人生里。。我们没有指定的个性或性格。。没有剧本。。也不知道我们的结局会是如何。。

我们会变。。有时变得自己都没有发现。。

如果要把一个人的人生写成一个故事的话。。会有很多的版本　

cos our story are related and every story affect others story..

however...这是我的故事。。。我的本版。。。

Yestaday night is the last day of 2007, I went out vivo with my friends to have dinner and after that we went to esplande to watch firework, after which walk walk play sparkles and wait for the first train to go home



we play with poppers when 2008 arrived and scream and shout... i help jiayi to shout out her new year resolution... and i wish it will came true...
we made a mess... and we run :S





i am not inside the photo bcoz i am the photograper..
how i wish to appear in every photo i took but i like to be a photograper...

i made my wish b4 the sparkles went off... have you made yours?

D.E.C.K, formed in 2007 bcoz we are the leftovers and have to go for attactment and seperated from C03 , the bond should be still there .. . .


[P.S. This year "most in" colour is black and white]
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新年新希望。。

希望你们的世界因为有我的存在。。。而有一点点的不一样。。
i wish that i can make a different..to prove that i exist before..