this morning evon so cute! she gave me a chilli!

lol -.- this chilli cute right, and she call me to eat this chilli lor.. haha...
diao lor .. .

hais after work so sian lor...

got the urge to go watch the movie "30 days of night"...

then i try to call afew friend.. and all never pick.. or busy... hais

make till me so turn off and the feel to go watch movie also gone lor..

this simply sucks ... -.-

i tink i going to become a 宅男 le lor, and is not what i am and i want..

sometime it just feel great when people make u feel that at least ur are someone to them...

i hate it when ppl make me feel that i am nothing to them ...i dont know, mayb cos when i am trying to say something or jus sharing something, it might be not impt to them at all, but its impt to me but they just dont care, thats what i hate abt

and thats what causing me to drift away ... .but not being noticed yet


when i was watching tv tonight i heard this quotation "when you are everything to someone, you are nothing to yourself"

interesting right? haha .. .


hais =( why not uni all having eXam.. if not i got someone willing to go xiaozhu concert with me le... hais...

sigh...

flu le...eat 2 flu panado, hope tml will be better

hais today my big aunt come my hse, among all relative she most close to me le,

so have dinner with her -.- i hardly even sit dw in dining table and eat can.. lol.. can see me and her how close right..

but she was saying abt my grandma . . . hais... she also say dunOE what rule what shit that i cant go pray for my grandma within 3 years.. and i dunOE why -,-. hais... so hav to wait 3 year later...

and i heard one veri surprings news..

when my parents were talking to my big aunt, i overheard that they were saying that i look veri alike my bIgger brother who passed away b4 i was borned... aww...then i was tinking how our life will be if he is still alive...

i heard that he die bcos of lung disease or inflection or what.. anyway its incurable.. or curable but need alot of $$ that kind ...

sigh .. .

nvm

he was round my age when he pass away... dunoe i will get the same illness anOt... .

dotz i tink too much right?...

ya .. cos i got nothing better to do...

how i wish that i can stop tinking sometime, but alot of stupid thing always flash through my head...

haha its monday!..

nothing much to blog abt, work was normal bla bla bla....

but show u things some good hting!
'

this dish only cost me $6 !!! super cheap and big share la! haha a coffeeshop near my workplace

anyway today one thing very funny leh!!
haha its fun to to give suggestion to tell people how to take wedding photo! haha

i give alot of ideas =/ then christabel was saying WOW lao why she didnt meet me first, if not her wedding photo will be more le haha

hehe, i suggest vicki to take pillow fight for her casual as her wedding photo, both her hubby and her like the idea leh! then she must wear those pyajamas! then can ownself print some words and picture on the pyrajames! haha fun leh =/

lalalala

GReaT! my desktop is finally workin again and everything in my room is fixed le! but the problem is my connection is so slow nOW and i dunoe whats the problem behind it! hais....

tml going to work again le..


aww... this afternoon received a call from a long lost friend ahaha

quite happy? haha but no time to meet up with her

anyway jia you for your exam =)

小狗守护着那盒巧克力。。不让小蚂蚁们接近。。
小熊医生抱着那朵玫瑰。。不然任何人抢走它。。

today after work , went to meet grace, kimwei , jiayi and melvin...

haha

melvin didnt join us for movie

but 4 of us went watch enchanted....

lol, the movie is nice, alot of parts alot of people are laughing, but the director is delivering some hidden message, wonder if anyone notice that...

i also dunoe if i am correct, but that show does reflect "reality" about our world....dunoe how to say also, but its a nice show anyway =)


[the feeling is not nice...]

sigh....

okie i wanna blog so many things ... so many happy things...

but everytime one sad event or things happened.....i will forgot happiness......

this few days nv blog cos my room de all machine is out of order...

see how ba, maybe see my mood afterall there are so many things i wanna blog abt

bla bla bla

i haven change yet =X

mix n match from my wardrobe one =X

lol =x we are in toliet =/

preperation =x




Capitaland CSU - Citylights =x

haha, my SO is the lady beside me! =x



me and ah bel

idiot AR!!!

the $@$#@# ms tan -.- call to site and say wan ME to dress up for D&D lor w t h~

hais.. then we went dw till holland V to find customes but cannot find... hais..

nvm just post some pic to share with ur =x







sigh....

[[sorry for the trouble, and time wasted =) ]]

sigh....

yup.. today is when nO one is by yourside...

trust yourself, depend on yourself..

but it can be tiring...

hold on...? screw it la , act like not tiring to keep hold on....


sian siansian sians -.-
sometime i feel so weird... everytime i go out with my friends i see once their hp rings, they strange reply sms one...but sometime i msg them its like too age to reply.. unlike everytime i see once the phone ring, they reply le...

.....

anyone noticed that althought its so sunny today... but it still rains in the noon...?

only want to blog and say

" HAO FAN AR~~"


^#@$@#$@!#$%#@

let me talk about this song call "apologise"

the choros goes:
its too latE
to apologise
its too late~
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=/ its nice song anyway, one of my favo song recently...its very smoothening..

sigh...

my new hp de bubble burst le la..phone bill is 400+ for past 2 months lo...=.- there goes my first month attactment de $$.. sigh ....

this post might sound confusing...

okiE.. actually this morning i was thinking.. shld i apologisE? how should i? will i think too much? i dont wanna bE a ass -.- ...

i also dont know how to phasE it...

its like all the while i thinking "i think i did something wrong", thEn i thinking shit...i think is my fault..."sorry"

thEn the wholE wholE day i was listErning to this song call "apologisE" and think that i should apologisE? but how? thEn i was thinking maybE latEr blog just put "sorry"

thEn thEn .. i hEard somEthing again... and okiE.. i know lE.. at lEast partially my fault...sorry....

对不起

i wanna say sorry to someonE that pErson and it will not happEn again....

okiE now i shall say thE rEason why i nEvEr say who i am apologising to ..

bEcausE :

-its too late
-i dont wanna to bE a ass...
-i dont wan to act smart alEx...


howEvEr.. i still want to just say sorry...to whoEvEr i own a apologisE to..

i tink i at least own apologise to afew person ba...

noticed the necklace i wore today? evon say its 难看 :\ well....anyway thats not my purpose of posting this pic.. just post this pic cos recently nv upload any pic of myself into this blog...

...bored

-noting much to blog..

gd night

有时会觉得自己很渺小。。。很无能为力。。所谓的坚持和坚强换来的却是无奈

不知道为什么，最近的我一点信心也没有。。。
看着周围的人都在成长。。我却觉得自己一点长进也没有。。。

是停留的感觉吗？。。为什么我停留了这么久。。？

副顺叫我去做我想做的事情。。可以开心一点
但是我连自己喜欢做什么是我都不知道。。
这就是我的人生吗？。。

我一点也不累。。只是觉得好烦啊。。

我好想去找一个人。。。
一个叫黄小德的人。。
但是我总觉得他已经不存在了。。。
他躲起来了。。
他到底去了那里。。。

跌倒了就要站起来。。
这个逻辑我懂。。
但是我不知道为什么。。
原本不喜欢被打败又好胜的我。。
却选者了被打败的感觉。。不想站起来。。

天，时，人，和，地理 = fate

if you can control all element ur perfect.. everything will goes right..
but the problem is human cant control all element..
noting will always goes right and perfect in the way you want it to be
that's life

i also dont know why am i blogging about this...

only if i can control 地理。。that will be more then enough .. i wont ask for more...


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boring boring i rot at home today again -.- ARGghhH!
pulling hair le -.-! ...

tml is monday again.. going work agian.. hais... hao wu liao ar..

and dunoe why at night i suddenly feel so fan! and i dont know what i am fan about..

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! NB CB!! FUCKING FAN AR!!! suddenly feel like beating someone? getting super exhausted? ARGH!! ...

share with you guys something!! dunoe izzt interesting to ur anot!





haha =X can you guys notice it? the soup is red color de!! =/
lol i tink if i give someone a bowl of this soup without telling them anything they will think that its a sweet deserT! =X

but actualli is a mushroom call RED MUSHROOM that make this soup red and give it a realli unique taste! =p... dunOE what lai de also.. but my parents brought from china one...add it inside yr soup will make yr soup become this kind of clear red color lol...

=/ natural color dye

aLohA....

lol... whole day at home rotting!

BORED



anyway~ when someone suddenly msg u its not becoz that person is bored then thought of you.. its because that person rememeber you can -.-!!.... SO DONT THINK THAT THE PERSON IS MEAN! =X yea!

hmmmm abit boring right? let me anyhow post some photos i took in aussie to share with you guyS!.. afterall... photo are meant to be shared not to be kept..





=/ today's photo session's topic is "Kids"

cheer....

check this out! introducing~ "想太多"


style right lol his album is a notebook! and some pages is some song he is writing and some is his diary .... so cool~

well today is FRIDAY! tml is weekend! and i am at home doing nothing now! haha..
such a waste right? but no choice la... everyone is busy..

i am also....."busy"

listern to li jiu zhe song! haha.. all song he sing always very meaningful one ... i like his voice.. lol ...

awww...

i heard xiaozhu is in Spore already ..today still at bugis giving autograph session..but need buy his concert ticket then can get his autograph.. hais -.- . .i dont hav his concert ticket lo...no one wanna pei me go..sianzZz...
nvm its okie... i jus add it inside my regret list..只不过多加一个遗憾罢了, its nOthing.. afterall i already have so many regret....life is just about collectin regret am i right? yup i am right.. cos i have been collecting regret ....

arrghh anyway i wan get a new HP.. but what model should i get? hais... so fan.. -.-...

wow ...

i slept the whole day today lo...because someone say i look like walking zombie.. call me to sleep early :=
so today! i sleep and wake up and sleep and wake up... forcing myself to sleep =)
hope i wont be a walking zombie to YOU, sleep for YOU leh =X loL..
no la.. thanks.


lol... i wondering today outside got alot of ah nei sitting on the grass and cheering together anOt =x ooPS i am nOT being racist!!

anyway thanks to those who care ...

fun izzT? i jus put my Cbox and someone use jane again

wanna nOE who is jane?

shes my bro's daughter and is gone forever

u tink is fun to keep reminds me of what happened? u fucking hell wont know how it feels , dont fuck around with me

fuck off today my mood was quite good and once i back home i see tat name again

nb,i tot cbox i ban the use of Jane alreadi
cb no mood to blog now.

u fucking hell dont hav any idea what happened b4

hmm today went elfie hse for hari raya.. let me jus post some pic ba....






the ghost of my heart =x lol...crap la -.- dOts...i tink more like devil -.-...

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its raining nOw... and i couldnt sleep...

i thought it is easier to sleep when it is raining?

lol....

it still catch up with me in the end afterall i am not a good runner

OH YA...jus asking although i noe no one will reply.. anyone wanna go xiao zhu concert.? lol..

anyway i jus add my cbox back.. cos i notice i can ban and block some user... and i did tat alreadi...


[memories does not only belongs to one]

yaWn -.- so tired..
.
let me blog about saturaday which is yestaday ..

yestaday night lol..

dunOE consider last min? or what dunOE la -.-

evon so funni, she DREAM and thought tat i sms her and say dont go out le -___- so she sleep till dunOE what time.... she rrealli winner.. cos i nv sms her tat content at all...

anyway at night went watch 2 movie! Game Plan and StarDUSt!!~ AWW!! Bboth MOvie nice leh especially Game PLan haha... dont know why lleh i prefer game plan more mayb cos one part reminds me of my grandma.....

then dunOE how come 5 or 6am then reach hme
LOL...-.- then morning so many ppl sms me alreadi.... i tot so early need go Elfie hse le.. nOw cant slp le diao lol....

haha .. today after work went Cheng Yan's bday party... we like knew each other the 5th day la..then she invite us go le, so we go lo =X lol....

her hse super big la -.- ...then her party very funni ! she like open 5 table machiam people wedding like tat lo... her yard very big -.- !! .

anyway she alos funni.. she last time in Finanical Department as an intern one.. nOW she extend till go Customer Service unit -.-!! lol..

aww... she last time also NP ..but Business de...

this drink is nice! is a lady volka!! veri nice to drink =p


her bday cake

me, Vicki, Cheng Yan, CT.

oh YA Vicki last time also from NP... but like 8 years ago..she jus complete NUS this year then jus join Capitaland lol...lucky everytime after work got she pei me go hme , nt so boring =p

what i did today leh?

nothhing much leh..

after work went eat sushi with sushi lol....


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