after busying for weeks ~ and today also~

finally!!

got a chill dope from Ah long and team RiveredgE! LOL~


yup meet up with them at some bird dont lay eggs place to have BBQ!! haha





editing photo can be so fun :)

recently i really learn alot of things..and i know what izzt like to dont behave like a kid although i am still learning.. and i know i have to learn...coz yup....i tell myself to handle things like an adult.. not like a kid who just wanna to get his things done.

xiaode jiayou.

hope that everything fall in pieces before i go back china and after back from china really hope i can complete my project P .... its tiring but njoyable

XIAODE DECLARE today AS HIS no.1 MOST PAISEH DAY!!!

didnt achieve target and dunoe what am i doing -.-

HMMmm...

lol

others may not seem the reason why...

but to those who really understand..

ya

sorry..

sorry rei,ah long, jason, sushi, swee cheng etc ... :)

yup

Someone who always go gym with me say b4..

当你真的用心做一件事时。。别人是看得到和感觉得到的。。

lol...

its 4:43am

and i already woke up..

dont know why also but just suddenly woke up that kind lo ... ya..

lol so funny sushi still on9 also..

hais...

in the end still dont understand....sigh -.- wasted

always hearing about others...never hear about myself.

do you noe what izzt like when you got never ending work to do already..



then the moment you reach home... your parents start asking you everything... and saying everything you shall decide...



and .... sigh

"cause u can and alweez do a great job"

ya so? i am superman ? i always have to perform up to the standard... yes i admit that i have high standard for things i wanna achieve... but sometime.. just sometime.. i really just needa a shoulder... a hug... a word of encouragment..

i dont need anymore people to tell me that i ALWAYS do a great JOB and i more dont need say that at the end of the day you sure can de lah.



i prefer some people to "ke lian" me... but i just prefer to be a superman infront of some other people..

its really tiring but the true is coz i am realli hurted.. thats why i suddenly feel so tired.. if not.. actually all these is everything within control.

arGGHHH i realli going crazy le lah~ why so many thingS!!

tired!!

but lol enjoyablE!

yup thats xiaode haha..

enjoy slping on mrt...bus... coz its like wake up le! okok fASTER alight!! coz if dont alight will miss the stop haha...

got happy things happening.. also got sad things going on ..

hais..

shld i be disappointed.. ya.. kinda of .. although afterall i am nothing to them but... ya... nvm la hor?

who am i?

HUANG XIAOde ok... lol...

its 13 august!!!

did you hEard it over 933 xiangE !?

haha..

nvm if you nEvEr hEard it.. .

wEEE~

if i say i near 2 months never go watch movie le~

anyone believe!?? lol ...


air ticket brought

old house settle

new house next monday

"hEr" things coming

and more upcoming things~

roar~~~ lol.

sound exciting but not exciting at all. its making my life dull. lol


hais i realise i got this stupid habit:

when i miss hEr... i tend to call others or find others...

tats why she nv noe how much i miss hEr...

human are really selfish but they just dont realise it ?

recently i tell my friend how everyone in this world are interelated ...

anyone still remember how to draw the diagram of H20?

you will have 2H and 1O overlaying each other..

only when you overlap each other's friend then we will realise that we can made such a big differences in each other life.. water is no longer H2Owhen it lack of 1 element.. just like how my life would be different if i am lack of anyone of you all...

but...

that girl

and

i..

are just like 2 circle ... the only thing that is overlapping each other is our border line. we are always meeting each other at the border line.. and i am always looking at you from far..

only if 1 of us dare to cross the line.

a little conversation between me and lien.. lol... i also dont know why i wanna put in my blog.. myabe i scare one day... if i forgot about her.. at least this blog will remind me.

kimlien153 _ha: how are you?
kimlien153 _ha: can you answer my question/
kimlien153 _ha: when is your birthday ?
kimlien153 _ha: what colour do you like?
kimlien153 _ha: is it orange
kimlien153 _ha: who are you buddy?
kimlien153 _ha: what is your favorite flower?
kimlien153 _ha: what is your hobby?
kimlien153 _ha: give me your e-mail
kimlien153 _ha: okie
kimlien153 _ha: i will online again to se your answer ok
kimlien153 _ha: i miss you so much
kimlien153 _ha: this week is the most boring week
kimlien153 _ha: so sad
kimlien153 _ha: but you don't worry
kimlien153 _ha: now i'm very fine
kimlien153 _ha: you must take care yourself
kimlien153 _ha: bye bye
kimlien153 _ha: i love you very much 'my brother
kimlien153 _ha: let's smile
h_xiaode: hi lien!
h_xiaode: its has also been a really boring week for me but it over! so yes! LETS SMILE to Everyone we know okie!? =)
h_xiaode: well~ my birthday is 8 Oct 1986
h_xiaode: there are alot of colour i like! it depends on my mood alot, but i like BRIGHT colour alot! haha what about lien?
h_xiaode: my buddy? ... lien.. i don't know its too hard to tell you now
h_xiaode: but i can tell you my favorite flower...its fake flower made of lolilpop!! haha okie, never mind
h_xiaode: i got no preferences for flower haha
h_xiaode: my EMAIL is huang_xiaode@hotmail.com
h_xiaode: i am glad that you are fine now, but if you there is anything that is bothering you
h_xiaode: remember you can always write letter or drop me a message to tell me =) i will always be there my dear EM..
h_xiaode: love you sister

few happy things to share

but who will be really happy for me?

lol? i be happy for myself at least.