Photography is; my love, my life.

Photography is my life. I love taking pictures as much as how you love visiting my blog. Recently taking photo has become slowly and slowly getting meaningless ( do you get my idea?) however The camera of mine is still amazing! It captures every moment of my life,my friend's life every moment i stopped doing "that" album for sometime because i really dont know but one day i will found the purpose of the album back I would love to show everyone once it is done, its not somthing great, but is something i like doing. But at this moment, let's stick to reading my online diary where memeories are store,

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This site belongs to a photographer-to-be named HUANG XIAODE .
He got his first Digital Camera in 2005
first polorid camera in 2008
first holga camera in August 2009
finally FIRST DSLR camera EOS 500D on 10 october 2009 from his group of amazing friends!
and if you want to know how he begin his journey to become a photographer, just keep visiting this blog
he is going to use all his cameraSs and capture all the moments he is going to spend with his friends

Huang Xiaode
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Thursday, 30 April 2009, 8:22 pm

kimlien153 _ha: hi
kimlien153 _ha: how are you/
kimlien153 _ha: i 'm fine
kimlien153 _ha: my study at school is still well
kimlien153 _ha: xiaode, iwill go to australia in august
kimlien153 _ha: to study for nine year
kimlien153 _ha: what about you think that
kimlien153 _ha: i think that good for me
kimlien153 _ha: because now i'm grown grown up
kimlien153 _ha: and i now how to do for my7 future
kimlien153 _ha: i will go inorder to have a bright future
kimlien153 _ha: i will sent message to you when i study in australia.ok
kimlien153 _ha: i miss you very much
kimlien153 _ha: i want you know about that because i think you is my brother
kimlien153 _ha: and i love you much
kimlien153 _ha: ok now it late i must go nhome and do my homework

i didnt edit anything lien send me at all... her english improve alot.. and i realli very sad now.. coz i feel so useless as a human....realli...

Sunday, 26 April 2009, 9:46 pm

lol this is a future post! =x

think by the time this post is out i am in camp le =x

coz i am going out with jason to watch movie b4 we book in Lol

gay man =x

we should be watching 17 again or taken ba dependings on the time

lol but i feel like watching both leh..

i just wanna watch alot movie! haha anyone wanna MOVIE MArthaton with me SOON!??! hehe..

ya... =( not many ppl into movie now adays haha .. .

sigh ...

some things is best meant to be ignorance? now that i now and it run inside my mind as and i am really doubting alot of things which happen around me because i dont like to be kept inside the dark... no....i should say ... i rather be kept inside the dark forever then being one day realising the true behind this darkness.

i dreamt of what if it happens althought i know it wont happens because i trust ?

why am i such a no confidental person when handling such things.

, 2:32 pm

lol

saturaday plan was to just rot at home since i dont have any things on

but end up went out shopping meet jiayi

and grace and kim join after that

lol xiaode cant shop with jiayi! totally different taste sad sad haha ... shes very into earth colour simple nice

xiaode leh ? got so complicated meh? mayb like things which are more special? =x haha .. . but actually xiaode also like simple things for certain things! haha

but but somehow we saw this designer T-shirt shop at far east lOL forgot the shop name but its kinda of cool! i wanna create a phase or sentence and go back that shop and make a T-shirt myself haha

anyway after grace and kim join us we went to heeren WARUKU Pasta to eat! haha so cool jiayi call and make reservation and say she wan to make reservation NOW TODAY! and we r 15min walking distance to there

and we managed to made a reservation b4 we reach there hehe =PPpPppp bRAvo jiayi!!

lol jiayi order the squid pasta and end up eat till black mouth haha

hehe after dinner went arcade to play some basketball haha

lol the four of us like not so good at this game =x guess whose and whose score is this? haha

hais~~~~

another night which i go home without watching movie! =x

P.S. its not that i dont want to answer, its just that i cant even know if my own answer is right..how am i going to answer you when i am deceiving myself.

, 1:22 pm

hmmmm =x

late EnTry again lol

has been quite a slack busy week haha coz not at home but go out also slack onli =/

yup

friday went for a small vietnam gathering lol at crystal jade holland V. FREE FLOw or XIAO long bao! haha

hehe the food is really so so -.- only the xiao long bao nice haha but hmmm dunoe leh also abit not nice compare to some place? LOl but realli worth to go if u got craving for xiao long bao haha

lol

after the dinner and chit chatting and joking =x

most went home =x

then the jurong one Lol ...

went to JURONG POINT =x

went snake and ladder park for the first time! =x haha

then went fair price xtra shopping~

aftter that mas came dw and ya.

chill at the cafe

Saturday, 25 April 2009, 5:03 am

You Found ME

found God on the corner of 1st and Amistad
Where the West was all but won
All alone, smoking his last cigarette
I said, "Where've you been?" He said, "Ask anything."

Where were you, when everything was falling apart.
All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang
And all I needed was a call that never came
To the corner of 1st and Amistad

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.

But in the end everyone ends up alone
Losing her, the only one who's ever known
Who I am, who I'm not and who I wanna to be
No way to know how long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.

The early morning, the city breaks
And I've been calling for years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never sent me no letters
You got some kind of nerve taking all I want

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, Where were you? Where were you?

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.

Why'd you have to wait, to find me, to find me?

Sunday, 19 April 2009, 3:01 pm

omg =x

i am so tired..

lol.. =x bodying aching -.- dOts but i like the feeling of body aching! haha its good stuff!

sigh = wanna help but cant help much... -.- sometime i feel so lousy.. lol .. only if like when people ask me for help.. i can help them till they smile happily.. how good will it be haha ...

anyway

yestaday went to watch Joey's concert! lol

lol its freee on =x that uncle he trade his singapore flyer ticket for this then call me go with him lol

actually hor =x our seat is kinda of middle there de

so ya =x abit far from her lah lol but her singing power =x she super high tat night haha so when the concert ends =x

alot ppl keep shout encore! and she realli sing more song~

and omg! when she encore hor~ =x lol~ alot ppl go infront! and me and uncl also infront! OMG guss how close we r to her when we tak this photo HAHA ...

anywya aftr the concert ends =x

lol we went down to town and watch Knowing lol and so cio, ben jiayi august an pauline jus left suyi bday party and went town also lOl

but they watch taken =x 1:30am ,my movie is 1:45 haa...

yup..

knowing ar -.- hmm okie lor ... wont realli advice ppl go watch .. .

Friday, 17 April 2009, 8:05 pm

emotion can be so funny thing.

one min you feel so scare...

one min you feel so excited...

the nxt min... you can feel so sad and recall things..

there are somethings which is hard to accept.. but we have to accept ?

but what is our brain can accept... but our heart just cant accept that facts.

the heart just wanna try doing it ... ?

the heart never stop beating.. thats why it will never stop.

but the brain is lazy...

i also dunoe what crap i typing..

but i am just having some conflict inside...

ya.. someone reminded me of those people around me who i might have neglected..

i suddenly feel so sad.

whats the point of so many friend when you neglect your best friend. at least the one u wanna care.

Sunday, 12 April 2009, 7:54 pm

i am so sians now

i am so sick now -.-

SIANS

ARGGGHHH ....

what am i thinking?

althought i noe that iplace way behind somewhere inside my heart... but its useless..

i still can see u!

sigh .

gao xiao.

, 7:07 pm

saturaday~~ =/

lol ..

JASON Seah lol my army friend, always go run and gym with me one
haha
its was his 21st bday so he treat us to eat =x

then ya .. we went newton and eat and after that went kbox lol ...

oh ya this 3 girl is jason's friend, lei,ashly,ray? =/

yup after the kbox actually wanna go rebel =x but lol end up i go dw holland V , find jiayi melvin chinwei kimwei and grace they all to chill out =x lol

lol -.- once i arrive chinwei order one tea for me sia so good -.-

but its dunoe what tea with FIRE ROASTED JAPANESE RICE! lol -.- taste abit weird but acceptable ba =/

yup relax an chilling....lol the type i like

or actually i prefer go clubbing? =/

lol

dunoe?

, 6:59 pm

LOl super late posT! =x
never for this week end... but let me post something ba =/
thursday book out i went home and roT! =x lol
then friday actually wanna go out shopping deee
coz nothing to do, so i went then cineleisure walk walk =x saw jiayi lol, sms her =x
then after that i accompany hr go her friend bday party =x
awww quite nice worr very big haha
alot alot ppl -.-
and lOL! i unoe the bday girl at all but meet few ppl i noe ther -=x
yup
guess the world is realli that small ba...
but how nice to have this kind of party whre alot alot ppl come.. lol
and you give friend for yr friends to bump into their friend which is yr friend! =x

yup...

after that we went home

and i didnt realli actually went home straight...

i went walk walk... slowly...

then brought a ticket- handsome suit movie

after that

went window shopping when all shop closes, its the onli time ppl there wont be any crowd.

lol

the movie is nice anyway =)

Sunday, 5 April 2009, 3:39 pm

it must be because i dont have enough slp...

thats why ...

cant be any other reason ...

cant be ...

it must be. and have to be.

the reason its so frequent now must be because i keep dont have enough slp ..

, 8:33 am

tired =x

saturday actually rott whole day at home untill jie-lydia sms me call me go kbox at night

lol

ya =x cheng, cheng's bro and jie and her ex =/ lOL

haha

cheng an lydia

-.- hais inbetween 2 so slim ppl make me look so fat! lol okie -.- i noe i am F-A-T

lol poor guy~ he going sick le, his cheng bro haha

high~~ =x forgot what song le haha but that sick guy dw there .. hmm =x

okie think he prefer emo song ! so we rock emo together haha =P

after singing till 3am lol, lydia jie's ex send us home!

thanks hehe! =PpPpp

Saturday, 4 April 2009, 5:41 am

lol surprising i haven slp . ..its 5 am now...

after book out went ang mo kio meet long ge

ya coz very long never meet up le, so meet for a simple dinner, hehe nxt time meet up must meet up with ah van okie! hehe

ANG MO KIO leh! omg -.- its such a bird dont lay egg place for me haha.. coz seldom go that kind of place =xxx

then after dinner, went shop shop abit and lol i saw something i like and brought it! =X kinda of waste $ =x but nvm lah... -.-

thn went down town meet ben watch movie

actually wanna watch fast an furious but end up we watch shinjuku !! jackie lol..

nice show, nice plot really lol... interesting movie where u rarely see jackie chan fight haha .. =P

sigh ...

now infront of my desktop i wondering...

why am i making myself so busy?

maybe Jason is right.

i am simply scare.