XD Is MY!! lol.. ReceiveD from Vanessa -.-!!
wheres my carD! =x lol . . .
hmmm at night...
AH long ask me
"u lik to watch movie alone?"
well -.- .. i nv ever enjoy watching movie alone.
but is due to no choice..
who call me so like to watch movie and dont like to missed out nice movie . ..
dont know is cos everyone is busy or cos i always never jio people out..
okie fine -.- i know..
its cos i very LL, always never call people out. ya, someone say me b4.. say i LL always must wait for others to open mouth , ownself cant ask meh... hais.. i still remeber is who say one -.- but i bet the person who said that already forgot le .
but actually is not cos i LL, is cos i scare call people out will make that people mafan and troublesome...or even worst scare that actually that people dont even wanna come out but is cos i ask them then they dont wan let me down then entertain me..
[fear of rejection]怪我笨吧。。always not taking the first step... no wonder.. so many ppl who used to be closed to me is gone le .
[at least for me... they are someone whos close to me.. but maybe for them, i am just a normal friend. so normal till easily being left out ]
[i hate this logic but its so true]okie i am thinking too much again.. but i am thinking something so real.
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