this morning i receive a news... and i just try to sleep the whole day.
....

方仔 .. he is my cousin..he like to bring us around to eat and play during our stay in taiwan...

jiayou..live on...

hes just 24...

he still can remember both my bro and i in the end...

pls pls pls everyone... take care of your own health..

they say liver cancer wont hurts ...and when u found out.. its too late.

doc say is cos of everynight nv slp.. nv rest well..


maybe things just happen so whateverly that we dont even have the time to react

hais.. memories can be so fade...theres so little thing we can do...

i dont want any mooncake... i wanna u to ride me around and play and eat again...


i pray for a miracle to happen within this two days...

treasure life.. go do whatever u want ...

hmmm..

today went out to town to celebrate kim's bday...

hope he like the present ba..

watched movie

arcade-ed

haha

today work was quite slack =X cos i sat in the office most of the time!! =x

after work went to MArina sQuare to buy something then rush dw to MeET jiamin in Jurong point!

keke

we went to eat fish n cO! omg one week eat 2 time fish n co! lol -.- but nvm la =x


kekeke our food! look nice right haha... yup, when we meet we keep talk talk talk till the food cold le then eat =x

talk about alot of things...
she seems to grow up le.. now she is the one giving me advice.. haha...
mayb cos.. i am not xiaode. but still she understands me

after eating~ i GAVE HER A SMall surprisE!! cos its her 21st bday and thats the reason we r meeting~ i gave her a present and~ with the help of everyone in fish n co! u gave her the surprisE~





haPPy 21st Bday!! lol...hope you like it keke fish n co staff are so good!



thaTS "Xiaode" in the house and jiamin haha ...

omg~ the fish n co so nice! help us take photo! and gave jiamin a card, and even giv us a complimentary photo taking session notice our photo inside the carD? haha

yup.. hope she enjoyed ba, haha now dunoe when we will meet again le..

but shes definitly one of those friend who you dont have to meet and ur still friends....

and no worries for me... .=)

hais i wanna blog

but dunoe what to blog..

if i say rachel thx me for bringing laughter to everyone.... no one will notice

if i say today lunch went to bugis to eat chilli padi.. its so boring..

if i say today i am so tired out.. its useless...

if i say today i am so sad... no one cares..

if i say i wanna be happy.. it wont happen

if i say i miss..... . . . . . .. . . . .they will never noe...

if i say . . .

if i ...

if....

sO tireD!

today afTEr work

went to Cut hair with that bunni

and she finally get cut by stanley lol =/

yea!

lol -.- shes finally changing hairstyle.. gosh

lOl and i also trim my hair la =XxX kkee

and cheerS! i got hair color treatment for only $15!!

and now my hair is rather hazel brown like that!

bunni say its very nice! wahahha



haha =x

and omg~ when i reach hme, my mum is at hme! she cooked dinner -.-!

and see this prawn!
ITS faT and TaSTY! haha

okie =x tired le.. nites all

=(

tml RaC is LEaving us le~ ya she quit le =X

so tOday after work~

went to haVe a Farewell party for her~ and also celebrate her BdAY which byright is on 1st April de =xXx

and this farewell party is very secretive de =X no BOSSES!! lol so we leave the office by group de but meet at the same place =P


we went To fish n CO in bugis!


keke...


we brought this watch for her =p

the early birDS~ lol



mE and Ah LonG de sEAfood PatteR! lol, ALot alot alto of food la~ eat till i wan vomit le =Xx







haha after eatin very very full le~ its time for the cake to come out~ LoL!





=pPpP notice everyone singing song for her ~?? haha So cool~



Fish n Co even gave rachel a card wor~ keke..


alright~ i veri tired le nites all =x lol..

haha Today aLot of peoplE saY XiaODe only Smiling but not talking much~

ya ~ cos i am haPpy haha... but not from the bottom of my heart

but still nvm~ haha

its a tiring day -.- my leg is so weak sigh

ARGGGHHh tml hav to wRK Again.. so sianSs

=PPPpp

i going to steal aLL JELLYBean from AH yan!! wahah

cos its nice~

sometime ur get real nice favour but something ur get some sucky one...

thats the reason why i like eating it, every bite is a new taste though it might be good and bad


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alot of people dont understand this logic

they always thought that people who take things so serious are always pretty and suckers but they never think of the reason behind why some things are being taken so serious

its simple

cos they mind and they care, they treasure but not good enough

however as long as one party can simply ignore things that happen till so dunoe how to say , theres no way to revert everything back to normal,

thats life. okie -.- nvm thats xiaoTeck's Logic with no endorsement from professional.

aRGGH!!

so ANGry with myself!! I FORGOT TO CLICK SAVE and HappiLY Shut Down my laPtop!! -.-

my effort for the whole night is gOne . sigh.. but nvm ba~ .. no hard feelings at all =P


anyway! itS jiamin's 21St bday lE!

a phOTo taken last year =X

Lol.... chatted on phone till 12+

i did something i ownself also happi!

being able to cheer her up when she FEel like Crying haha .. .

sometime talking to her make me feel that i existed b4...because i am able to make a differences in her life

if not

mayb i mayb i didnt even existed b4 .

见过现实的残酷的人是不会相信童话故事班的生活。。

因为。。。

他已经放弃了相信的能力。。

放弃相信他人。。放弃他人对他的信任

放弃了。。。

他也不是一开始就想要这样的。。。

tOday wHOle day aT home again..

SuPEr song! i sleep till 12pM then wake up..

then eat, watch tv, sleep again ..

the moon today is so yEllOWISH! anyone noticed that!??! is sO brighT~

if u have the time.. slow down... stay focus with the moon... ur get some peace.

while i was stoning and looking at the bright moon..

alot of things came to my mind

friends.

family

love

i handle none of them well..

hais .



i got this friend..
he wanna talk to her all night, share with her alot of things..wanna ask her how is her life now.. but he is so pretty and still could not forget so many thing, althought he know that she already forgotten everything and everything is back to normal now, he know everything but just that he dont have any confidence that he is right about everything thats why until now he still dont know how to ttalk to her and well maybe he is wrong or maybe he is right but at least he really care and mind about everything thats why he is so pretty, if he dont care , he will simply ignore everything and become normal right?oh well maybe he is having ridicious thinking again but thats him a deep thinker so deep that he is so afraid himself but anyway he always tell people to forgive and forget but.
he deserve to die man.

hmmm

tOday aFter Work went TO CeleBraTe yJ's Bday

and lol i PAsS chinwei the shiRt i brought for his Bday lasT year from AusSie TO him le, haha after so long right? =/ ya.. cOs i KeEP forGOt to bring out

PRePartion =xX



we hAve our dinnER aT this pLAce call inDine and lol.. yj reali didnt noe we are celebrating bday for her?
me and my beloved meLvin =x lol hes always so cute








haha me and kimwei is behind!



still got alot of photo but cant be upload all so let just end here . .

after celeBration eVeryone Rush fOr thE lasT train :]

i first time taking the last train wor =Xx so rush -.- lol .. .