sigh...

flu le...eat 2 flu panado, hope tml will be better

hais today my big aunt come my hse, among all relative she most close to me le,

so have dinner with her -.- i hardly even sit dw in dining table and eat can.. lol.. can see me and her how close right..

but she was saying abt my grandma . . . hais... she also say dunOE what rule what shit that i cant go pray for my grandma within 3 years.. and i dunOE why -,-. hais... so hav to wait 3 year later...

and i heard one veri surprings news..

when my parents were talking to my big aunt, i overheard that they were saying that i look veri alike my bIgger brother who passed away b4 i was borned... aww...then i was tinking how our life will be if he is still alive...

i heard that he die bcos of lung disease or inflection or what.. anyway its incurable.. or curable but need alot of $$ that kind ...

sigh .. .

nvm

he was round my age when he pass away... dunoe i will get the same illness anOt... .

dotz i tink too much right?...

ya .. cos i got nothing better to do...

how i wish that i can stop tinking sometime, but alot of stupid thing always flash through my head...