i need some peace i dunOe.

aww =x who wanna meet me for dinner everyday feel free to sms me okie ? =p ...

hhaa.. cos boring if everytime after work alone eat =]

take care everyone..i going rest.. jus feel like listerning to radio and do nOthing nOw



i cant realli slow down my pace now... i jus wanna b busy...i cant allow sadness to catch up with me... ihateit

but tonight...i sat down and .....

hello! lol..so tired...

today... work was okie..

i found out that wow! i got quite a number of 学姐 in our office =p..LOL..even our supervisor on site also BEM student long time agO =X! lol...but all NUS graduated ....

sigh.. this few days people around me are calling me to go study degree.. degree degre...

i dunOE LA... i dun like think so far... hais...but Vicki was telling me this and that...and is realli true...hais but... i still need sometime to think.

sigh. Perfect Escapism.


i am getting lost...

[i cant keep hanging out with people to hide myself]

first day of work, aw... went Temasak tOwer report first.. then bla bla bla...
"hi i am xiaode"
"i am aware of xiaode"

aw -.- i wonder how come the CS Senior Manger is aware of me lo!! scary..

after which went site at Lavedener.. hais going to be real busy for following weeks =(..

tired.. need go slp gd night everyone

I AM BACK to singapore~ lol....veri tired but b4 i sleep!!

i wanna THANKS a GROUP OF VERY SWEET PPL!! they send me a bday package while i am in aussie!






LOL! i received it on 19 October =x and went collect it on 22 October

sorry to make u guys worry tat i didnt receive it =)

mORe more more`


and when i reach Singapore.. they came to fetch me!






aww! they even make a portfolio for my bday!! LOL... thanks Everyone~ blog abt it more tml.. realli tired now..

noon time went to a nearby restaurant at the pier to relax..
its a buffet style one..




seE? i onli get 3 PLAte and all MEANT TO be shaRE ONE .. but GUESS WHAT? SOMEONE SAY i TYPICAL SINGAPOREAN Lo ... -.- wt f. got problem with singaporean izzt, he himself also a singaporean lo ..zZz what typical singaporeonzzzz turn off.
nvm forget abt it.

the food was alright but the desert and pastry was realli nice!..


after that went to the beach to relax!

initally i was lying on the grass to relax one... wanna to talk to someone so i called evon -.- hais but shes so reluctant to talk to me lo. sigh...

then i do something real CRAZY... i keep hear ppl jumping inside the sea then cannot resist those babe -.- i mean the Beach..

so...

i took off my hoOdies =x and STRAight jump inside the water with my jeans on =p!


AW!! ITs was Fun!! lol...but -.- i almost drown..

i wanna swim to the the big float but the distance is like one standard lap la ,-.- then i swim half way till like at the middle le .. oMG.my jeans become super heavy.. -___-! then my leg going cramp, ate two mouth of seawater lo.. almost shout for help -.- but i sian la, i straight away catch one breath and dive back. lol.. when i back at shore i got jelly leg lo -____-...

aww... nice experience =/ ,, dont try wear jeans and swim -.-!...


after that went back to the grass to lie down and rest... slack... its realli relax...

hais tink i goin to miss the beach, sand, grass, wind...

then i tell CT say hais -.- go back to singapore cant so relax le.. then w t F
he reply me say if i stay here longer will complain here too slack...turn off lo

pls lo -.- i like relax environment, i like lying on the grass and think of nothing thats ME u let me stay here whole life i wont complain one lo, provided nOT wit him lo

hais no mood post pic le . tats all for nOw...

yestaday whole night nv slp hoping to see sunrise..


but end up dont have sunrise lo.. cos too cloudy hais -.- waste my whole night,

this mOrning do some Spring cleaning.... aww..

few more days going back singapore le..

anyone miss me?? sigh.. going back to reality.

hmm in the noon nothing to do, so went watch the movie "lucky chunk"
its a nice movie! i tink singapore de sure cut alot of scene away =x lol...

"it you realli like it, let it go and let mother nature take course"
true... we learn things by letting go...


anyway check this out!

KIDS HAVE RIGHT TOO!! THEY MAY BE SMALL BUT THEY HAVE RIGHTS !!! ITs children WEek in aussie noW!! cheERS FOR KIDS!! ROaR~~ GIVE THE KiDS THE RIGHT THEY DEsERVE!!!


aww... my favo sushi roll! made by the japanese lady boss near KFC! going to miss her sushi roll when i am back in spore =(

can someone help me find this 2 song PLEASE?!! i will luv ya =)

-Apologise by one republic

- TIME

the song time i dunoe is sing by who.. but its a veri slow and nice song..its goes like what ~~ is ~~~~~ time.... its realli nice

who got send me!! i wan this 2 song!!

is there such a dance that can make some one cry?
yes there is... and i just saw it tonight on TV "So you think you can dance 2"
it realli touch my heart....a dance less then 5min... but it deliver the story out.. the emotion...its a danace about reunion... the Chorographer thought of this dance because she wanna dance once more time with her late father..and both dancer manage to bring the emotion and story out... simple... and realli sweet...best dance ever.

wow fuck -.-realli is dont dulan is fake lo..

firstly.. agreed to go this salon to cut hair, intially i wanna go another salon he say abit too ex..

then okie.. go another one, he say he okie with it, i also okie with it... then we were waitin together.. and okie... can cut alreadi..he call me go CUT FIRST

but guess what?

cb.... i cut finish already then he say.. he GO ANOTHER SALON TO CUT...REASON cos he say the he sEe the haIRstylist look QUITE OLD, DONT WANNA cut HERE .
WOW ALREADI DONT WAN CUT HERE, dont Wan say AND STILL CaLL ME GO CUT FIRST, then see my outcome w t F?

NVM

HE GO ANOTheR SALON, TOO BAD, THE PERSON CUT SLOPE FOR HIM,and he at there comPLAin coMplain keep NAg, so What, u fuckin deserve it , i be more happi if tat person more anyhow cut for him.. nb ...

too bad -.-

REALLI is fuck up de lo, did anyone of ur go cut friend with yr friend, then yr friend call u cut in this salon then after u cut he say he go another salon and cut ? w t f right... fucker ....and i simply feel pathetic for people who have periodic DEAF sympton, they are fucker who talk to u when they are happi and simply ignore u when they are doing thing and this kind of people are realli self-centre and selfish and as what sj always say TIKO

if u know who i am talking about, just keep to yourself, i still hav to work with him for 4 more months...zZZ
arRGGHH! ... suan le. ..too bad i not a girl


oh well, i am quite happi with my hair, at least not like some fucker



anyway today was quite interesting,i tink halloween is coming or what, got few grp of people at the street shouting and playing, and aw...

check this out, this grp of girl post for me to take pic ...they all dressed like Pirate ...

look cute right... lol.. took this photo at the elsactor ...

show u guys some intersting thing i saw..

this mask look realli cool.. but EX also.. i take and see MADE IN ITAY...OMg... $110 lo!! and its made from recycled cupboard~

this is cutE! MOMOiji! singapore got anot aR?.. cos i tink will hav leh, its realli cute! theres something special abit this.. u can write yr secert and hide inside this doll and see if anyone noe how where is the secert....

anyone's heart broken and need a heart broken tonic ? =) , its actualli chocolate inside, chocolate heal yr heart =) ...CRap.. i dont believe it,...cos i ate quite alot of chocolate but it doesnt help


QUICKSILVER NEW MODEL, nowadays mODEL is put outside the shop de .. .style right.

LAST DAY OF ATTACTMENT LE!!! HAHA!! OIAP OFFICALLY END LE~

this morning finish everything noon pass to Professor and aww! he pass us back our ASssessment form also!

guess what~

he gave me 82/100!!! =p! Professor standard can =X haha.. quite happi abt it =)


LOl.. b4 i left.. i wear and write something in their whiteboard in the office =p! spot it!

awWW! tats nOT all lol.. cos still left one singapore de keychain dunoe wna giv who sooo... guess what i put it! i pin it up infront of my desk =p

TA DA!! LOL... let them nOE we beeen here =x


oh YA! did i mentioned that i create an account on the desktop i been using during my attactment ? =p ... i even put a PASSWORD! and the display pic is my favo gaRAA!! haha lalalala.


LAST pic with our Professor Craig langston =) lol -.-...ct and him wear the same shirt







wonder why am i posting so many pic of me...and my LoNG HAIR!??!? cos tml going cut it away le =( .. sigh~... going cut a real short hair le.. AWW... going to miss my this hair lo .. hais..sigh sigh sigh.. and tink nxt time hard to see me in such a long hair le !@#@#$#$

just share with you guys something...

everytime i am REAL sad... no mood...sick of life and SIANSzz.. i like to get a new hair cut...or dye hair.. it can jus cheer me up abit.. i also dunoe why.. wonder if anyone still rem when is the last time i dye a havoc hair or suddenly cut a weird or short hair...this time round... i jus suddenly feel like cutting a very short hair again to cheer myself up.. but i wonder will it still helps...i dunOe la.. but sometime i do regret after cutting some hair... but my belief is still hair grows right??

PISSED This afternoon... -.- IDIOT!! AWW!!! dunoe how to say but just simply PISSED!! CCCBB!! Evon knew what happen..can ask her if ur interested.

aRRGGH!!!!

suan le... fuck up de thing say le also cant change anything... people keep read those idiotic stuff might just think i am a jerk talk people bad thing behind... -.-

nvm.. talk abt happy thing ba~

tml can finish our last task le.. means~~

my OIAP OFFICALLY ENDs tML~ thursday and friday is free~ i got 2 more days to play around!! i can dont give a damn abt intrim report first -.- unlike someone still have to do finish, print out and then can have holiday mood... hais -.-..

sometime we need to relax right =x... but i just cant relax .. hais... i hate facing reality. i hate t... but i cant do anything abt it.

OOI MIAN LIN AKA BUNNI OWN ME A BDAY PRESENT !!! AW! i dont care lOL. -.- meanie

lol.. today we pass our so call "gift" to Profesor le and aw... he seem to be so happi with it.. lol .. but he is inhuman...

guess what is the new task..?

he throw us like more then 100 magazine.. then call us do a database for all articles inside each magzine and catergise them... wow -.-.. win le lo...and stupidly me go tink what since database.. might as well add keywords for each articles then bettter -.- WOW.. win le lo... making job harder for myself ..but wow surprisely.. today we OT.. cler till 50+ mag le.. left 50+.. target by wednesday can finish le.. aww..then can end attactment early =)

oh Ya.. this afternoon was raining so heavily.. hais.. then go out real far to drink a mushroom soup and got myself so wet~


hmm.. wow! today last time watching SouthPark and MythBuster in Aussie le! this 2 are Great show leh! nxttime in spore cant watch le =( ... sigh... hmmm few more days back to spore le...

aww..sushi so sWeet! -.- but too late le LA!! i this sunday leaving Aussie Le -.- how u gotten send me a postcard
..by the time it reach i tink i alreadi in SG.. consider passing to me when u saw me ba =p ...

hmm.. today went down to melbronue to do some shopping ...
and wow.. on the way.. check this out...aww....

this girl is so romentic...reading a book under thet tree...=x singapore dunoe can find so cute and relax de girl ma. week ends nothing to do.. bring a book out to sit under the tree to read =)

hmmmm check this also~



they are MAKING CANDY~~~ very nice and sweet~ they make it and i try it haha.. tis is reall quite nice =)~ ...

ta da~ izzt this jean nice!?!?! looks cool right =X alright not tat cool i nOe..

sigh .......nvm... show u guys more things

show u guys the t-rex i got yestaday from the lottery gamestall!!





aw.. izzt it cute :) ....

hMMm this mORning we went ROYAL GEELONG SHOW.. so happening.. actualli we consider happy le ba?? cos we witness geelong win the AFL, then this royal geelong show also first time held in GeeLong and we got this chance to go..very nice wor.. unlike spore de so x.x...


when we first enter, we straight go play this !! very nice! haa...




this is the photo~

aww... while walking i saw this horseshoe,. they say horseshoe giv u luck , so i went brought one and crave my name on it! it realli bring some luck! =x cos i brought 3 lottery ticket from the gamestall and aw! each ticket onli $2 aussie! one of the ticket number 485 is can get any prize i wan! and i choose the biggest de T-rex soft toY! haha.. very cute~ cos always see people come this kind of carnival carry big big de soft toy they win from game stall, and this time round is i carrying it around~ so fun!! ahah...but here de kids realli good lo! can hav this kind of big event... so good!! and they got alot of showbag with alot of goodies inside de.. haha i brought a southpark series de! quite nicEE!!! others alot mean for kids de la.. haha.. hais... realli envy the kids here wor =x but when i carry the T-rex around! AW!! bet alot of kids must be envying me!!! haha...

haha but hor.. i saw this big big crazy frog de softtoy also veri cute, so went play its a throw ball de =x tat one cant get leh! =( but if can le also die =p cos nO hand carry~

but nOw problem is how i going to bring the T-rex go back~ its like half of my height la -.-!!...

ta da~


this is the lucky horseshoe!

aww! and my giant t-rex! taking 2 seat in the bus =p.... photo of me hugging it is in CT photo! he havne upload =(


oh yA~ this compeittion is very style la! those guys are fiT!! they have to use the axe to chop a small hole, then the hole must be able to support the wooden board they standing on, and they jus chop chop a hole, then put the wooden board up and continue to chop and move up untill they reach the top and whey they reach the top, they have to chop off the part of the truck without bark de



at night also quite fun wor~ got monster truck show, hot air ballon and firework!!




hot air ballon show, very nice, i got took a video of it..

aww,... nxt is fire work.. real nice, cos they very good, still lights off then put the firework and surrounding nO tall building no tall tree then wOW.. its like so near and they nv shoot real height tats y realli nice.. we got a video of it !





still got alot others thing la... but cant post all up... but i took alot photo~ cna show u guys if ur wanna meet me =)


aww.. but today spend so much $.. hais.. =( .. but worth ba, i got a giant t-rex!!