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Photography is my life. I love taking pictures as much as how you love visiting my blog. Recently taking photo has become slowly and slowly getting meaningless ( do you get my idea?) however The camera of mine is still amazing! It captures every moment of my life,my friend's life every moment i stopped doing "that" album for sometime because i really dont know but one day i will found the purpose of the album back I would love to show everyone once it is done, its not somthing great, but is something i like doing. But at this moment, let's stick to reading my online diary where memeories are store,

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He got his first Digital Camera in 2005
first polorid camera in 2008
first holga camera in August 2009
finally FIRST DSLR camera EOS 500D on 10 october 2009 from his group of amazing friends!
and if you want to know how he begin his journey to become a photographer, just keep visiting this blog
he is going to use all his cameraSs and capture all the moments he is going to spend with his friends

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Tuesday, 11 September 2007, 8:52 pm

This section is entitle to my hmm ma…(grandma) .. I used to called her Lao eh…the last time I saw her was in Secondary 2… whereby she came to Singapore and stay 2 weeks with us…back in china… on one wanna play with me because I am a crybaby… but she never abandon me ….i like to eat margarine orange. .. and she will always let me eat without letting my mum noe…
when I am in Primary sch, she also came to Singapore and live with us for a few months…
When I have high fever in primary school, she piggyback me to see the doctor…but she don’t know where is the doctor.. she just know how to walk down the street.. and I still clearly remember she walk all the way to the market to find my mother’s ex boss for help…
She always call me little one in hokkien…
She wanna earn abit money, so she help to shed chicken breast for the market. She always bring home to shed the chicken.. and I will help her…she always put some chicken aside for us to cook…
When I was a kid I always say u Lao eh…wait I got money I buy air ticket for you go back china..
when we talk on phone.. she always say “hmm ma Lao liao.. listern (hokkien) bo” she always say holiday got chance must go visit her.. but I tell her I holiday very busy….
When I grow up.. I keep call her got chance must come to visit us… before I leave Australia, my father say he will arrange for her to come to Singapore and live in my room until I am back from Australia.. so that I can live with her for a few weeks again…all she wan is to cook for me and my bro.. this two grandson of hers…

..at Australia time.. 22:26…. My mum called me .. and tell me my only hmm ma passed away yestaday midnight..… she fall asleep and suddenly no heartbeat… at least she pass away peacefully at the age of 79-80….
My mum told me the day before my hmm ma pass aways.. she was still chatting with her.. and she was still asking if I am fine in Australia…
I wanna fly over now and look at her the last time… but I cant.. I miss her…my father jus fly to china this morning…my mum is going over this Thursday…my brother cant go…I also cant go.. what kind of grandson are we….

She always appear so healthy and strong to me.. I nv hear b4 that she got any serious illness or disease.…..why does such thing happen so suddenly..i was still intending to see her when I finish my OIAP… if I am in Singapore. .i will definitely fly back to china with my parents…

I regret not spending enough time with her when she was in singapore..i regret playing with computer and don’t wanna talk to her on phone…

[很想大声的哭]。。。I really miss her.. but I cant do anything…